Welcome back to earth, me:")

Napalagi tuh judulnya?

Tepat seminggu yang lalu=

Mendadak kritis menjelang biopsi, masuk ICU Gleneagles Spore selama 4 hari. Boong banget deh kalo lo ga sedih ngeliat keadaan gue saat itu. I'm totally lost. Gue hidup pake alat lengkap dari ujung rambut ke ujung kaki. Boro-boro ngeluh, nafas aja gue setengah mati. Mulut pake respirator yang sukses membuat gue muntah darah kalo nyoba ngomong. Iya, itu neraka.

Tapi percaya apa ngga,

Gue itu cewe umur 15 taun plg kuat sedunia!!!

Gue yakin tuh. Yuhu~ Lalala gila.

Huhu hihi haha hehe hoho HUHUHUHHUHUHUHUHU MAAF LABIL.

Disamping skrg gue bahkan lupa cara untuk senyum dan menghibur diri, gue jg lupa cara berfikir jernih yang kira-kira terahir gue lakuin sebulan yang lalu. Well... Uhm so sorry yah kalo bakal agak labil beberapa waktu kedepan hehe. I'm on my way to be a super strong girl inside. Ha. I wish.

Btw the curing therapy will be start for the first time by TOMORROW and I CAN'T CALM DOWN EVEN FOR A SECOND NOW..... Gahhhhhhh. I miss my normal life. And the point is not the way I lost my normal life, but the fact that it wont come back to me anymore.

P.S.

I still need A LOT of prays. Please. I'm begging all of you ppl. And thanks for my family, friends, and others who sent me a ton of wishes and support that successfully brought my breath back. I wished you all the healthiness people=)